Winter already?

Today is the second day of fall, and it's been around 50 degrees the past few days. I feel as if we didn't even have much of a summer, and now I'm contemplating getting the long sleeve shirts out. I'm actually wearing a sweater today to stay warm. This weekend should be warmer (in the 70's) and who knows after that. All I do know is...the winter doldrums have hit me to the fullest degree. With the boys gone, I've been leaving the house more, but not getting much done. I know that the end of the month will leave me with excitement because I have all of my Halloween decor to set up.

I haven't been motivated to write. This might be the mild depression hitting with the boys gone, me working less and not knowing what will be happening next?

I'm in need of a drink

The hard kind. The "make things a little fuzzy" kind. The kind that allows me to laugh or to cry...and I need to do both.

I rarely feel this need, mostly because I don't handle liquor well (especially the next morning!) and also because I've learned to live without it.

But yesterday and this morning...gah.

I need a drink.